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THE LATE DAME BARBARA CARTLAND

Barbara Cartland, who sadly died in May 2000 at the grand age of ninety eight, remains one of the world’s most famous romantic novelists. With worldwide sales of over one billion, her outstanding 723 books have been translated into thirty six different languages, to be enjoyed by readers of romance globally.

Writing her first book “Jigsaw” at the age of 21, Barbara became an immediate bestseller. Building upon this initial success, she wrote continuously throughout her life, producing bestsellers for an astonishing 76 years. In addition to Barbara Cartland’s legion of fans in the UK and across Europe, her books have always been immensely popular in the USA. In 1976 she achieved the unprecedented feat of having books at numbers 1 & 2 in the prestigious B. Dalton Bookseller bestsellers list.

Although she is often referred to as the “Queen of Romance”, Barbara Cartland also wrote several historical biographies, six autobiographies and numerous theatrical plays as well as books on life, love, health and cookery. Becoming one of Britain’s most popular media personalities and dressed in her trademark pink, Barbara spoke on radio and television about social and political issues, as well as making many public appearances.

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THE CROSS OF LOVE

Rena had promised herself that she would never tell him of her love, for his sake. And yet the words burst from her, called forth by the intensity of his own emotion. John loved her. He had said so. And nothing in heaven or on earth could have prevented her from confessing her own love in return.

“I love you,” he said, holding her away from him so that he could see her face. “I love you in every way that a man can love a woman. You are mine, and I am yours. That is how it has to be. It was meant. It's our destiny. I couldn't fight it if I wanted to. But I don't. I want to love you and rejoice in you all the days of my life. And if you don't feel the same I have nothing to live for.”

 

THE CROSS OF LOVE

BARBARA CARTLAND

 

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CHAPTER ONE
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1864

Crows wheeled and circled in the bleak winter sky, while the mourners huddled over the grave beneath. The chill in the air was not more bitter than the chill in their hearts.

What will we do without him? How will we manage?

The man they were laying in the earth had been their vicar and, in some ways, their father. In their tiny, remote village of Fardale, there was nobody else to care for them, and they remembered now that the Reverend Colwell had exhorted them, praised them, chastised, defended and loved them.

Now he was gone, struck down by a chill he’d contracted visiting a sick parishioner on a snowy night.

For a while he’d seemed to rally, then failed again, finally sinking into pneumonia, and fading gently away.

They all felt his loss, but none more so than the pale, distraught girl who kept her eyes fixed on the open grave, and closed her eyes as the first clods of earth hit it. She was Rena Colwell, the dead man’s daughter.

Beside her, a much younger girl, wearing a shawl over her head, slipped her hand into Rena’s, offering and giving comfort. She had the work roughened hands of a maid of all work.

“Let’s get going, miss,” she urged.

“Just a few more minutes, Ellie. I want to talk to the curate who read the service. Why don’t you go on to the vicarage, put the kettle on and make a few sandwiches? He’ll probably want to join us for tea before he leaves.”

But when she approached the haughty young man, who’d travelled over from a distant parish to read the service, he made no bones about his eagerness to depart. He preferred the city and was clearly appalled by this backwater village.

“Have you heard anything about who may be coming to take Papa’s place?” Rena asked.

“Well, it’s hardly the best situation, but there are always plenty of hacks who’ve lost hope of anything better.”

She stiffened at the implied slur on her father, but he blundered on, oblivious.

“So I should think somebody will turn up any day now. It’s a pity there’s nobody living in that huge house I passed on my way here. A great man always lends tone to a place, besides bringing employment.”

“The last Earl of Lansdale died ten years ago,” Rena said. “Nobody seems to know who the next one is, or if there’s anyone at all. The family may have died out. The Grange has stood empty since then.”

“Then it’s a bad business. Well, I must be going. I’ve got dinner waiting for me at my hotel.”

Rena trudged home alone through the twilight, her heart heavy. In the kitchen she found Ellie, the only servant the vicar had been able to afford, ready with tea.

The two young women sat together companionably in the kitchen, drinking tea in the fading light.

“He was never the same after your Mama died,” Ellie said.

“That’s true,” Rena sighed. “It’s strange to think that a year ago today she was still alive. And then she collapsed and died, and something went out of him. He was always very sweet and gentle to me, but I can’t help feeling he’s happier now.”

“What are you going to do, miss?”

Rena gave a wry smile. “I don’t know. That curate made sure to remind me that I shall have to move out of here soon. I’m glad, of course. The village needs a parson. But I don’t know where I’ll go.”

“You could be a teacher, miss. You know ever so much.”

“Well, I read a lot, but I’m afraid I don’t know enough to be a teacher or a governess. I could care for children, but nobody around here is rich enough to hire me. In fact the only thing I’m any good at is keeping house.”

Ellie gave a little scream.

“You can’t be a housekeeper miss. What would your Mama have said?”

“Mama wouldn’t have approved,” Rena agreed. “Her family were ‘gentry’ who thought themselves above a marriage with the clergy. They were very shocked when she fell in love with Papa.

“But I must earn my living somehow, and I’d be glad to hear of any honest employment before I have to leave here.”

She gave Ellie a rueful smile. “I’m afraid I can’t afford to keep you on – “

“That’s all right miss. Mum’ll be glad to have me home now our Gladys has married. Besides, it’s time I reminded Bert I was alive.”

“Bert?”

“The butcher’s boy, miss. He’ll do very nicely for me.”

Ellie departed next morning in search of whatever success she might have ensnaring Bert. Rena was left alone in a draughty, echoing house, knowing that soon she would be homeless.

Reared on the virtues of thrift and industry she immediately set about searching for a situation. Although she’d told Ellie she wasn’t qualified to be a teacher she tried to obtain a teaching post. She would try anything that was honest. But it was January, and no school was hiring teachers.

She placed her name on the books of a couple of agencies. One summoned her to an interview in a town so distant that she had no hope of getting there. Another offered an interview twenty miles away. She walked the distance, got caught in a rainstorm and arrived sodden and covered with mud.

On the way home she was given a lift by a local carter, who dropped her a mile from the vicarage. She trudged home, collapsed with a chill and managed to struggle to bed.

She might have died but for the baker’s wife who came to see how she was managing these days, found her in bed with a raging fever, and summoned the doctor.

For the next fortnight a group of women took it in turns to care for her and feed her. In her feverish ramblings she relived moments from the past years.

It had been a gentle, loving life. She could remember, as a little girl, riding on her father’s back as he crawled round the drawing room on all fours as she cried “More, more!”

Sometimes Mama had had to rescue him from the little tyrant.

“Your father’s tired, my darling.”

And Papa had always said, “No, no, my dear. I like to see her happy.”

And it had been a happy life, but without excitement. She had once ventured to say so. And dear Papa had been shocked.

“A virtuous woman, my darling child, seeks her fulfilment in the quietness of home, and not – ”

How many lectures had started this way! A virtuous woman did not answer back. A virtuous woman endured the misfortunes of life in silence. A virtuous woman turned the other cheek.

“But Papa, there’s this horrible girl at school who bullies me, and sometimes I want so hard to smack her.”

“A very natural reaction, my dear. But you must not yield to anger. Answer her with calm strength.”

She’d tried calm strength and the bullying had turned to mockery. But one day she had answered back, and discovered she possessed a tongue sharp enough to silence bullies. She had not told Papa, but she had suffered agonies of guilt at deceiving him.

“I’m sorry, Papa,” she whispered now.

And the baker’s wife mopped her brow and murmured, “Poor soul. She’s delirious.”

For years it had been like that, secretly growing into a firmer and more determined character than was suitable in a clergyman’s daughter, and having to hide it from her parents, who would have been appalled.

When she was fourteen a troop of players came and set up their stage on the village green. She had been entranced. Her parents had taken her to a performance, and she had been so thrilled that she had blurted out,

“Oh I would love to be an actress one day!”

They had been devastated. That a child of theirs could even contemplate such an immoral career had reduced them to shocked despair.

Mama had wept. Papa had talked about a virtuous woman.

But because they loved her they soon persuaded themselves that she was too young to understand her own words. They had comforted and forgiven her.

But Rena had never again confided her longing for a more colourful life, even for outright adventure.

She recovered. Her nurses said goodbye and left her. She came downstairs to find the place empty and her larder filled with nourishing food. She sought them out and tried to thank them, but they all professed ignorance.

Nor would the doctor allow her to mention his bill, which he declared had been paid. For the first time Rena was realising how much the village loved her as well as her father.

It was heart-warming, but at the end of two months she still had no job. As far as possible she ate vegetables grown in her own garden, and eggs from the chicken she kept.

Daily she expected a letter to say that a new parson had been appointed, but from the bishop there was only silence. Both the village and herself had been left in limbo.

“What am I going to do?” she asked herself again and again.

Now was surely the time to embark on that adventure for which she had always yearned. But how could she arrange for that to happen? An adventure was something that came to you, and if one thing was for certain it was that no adventure was going to find her in this tiny backwater that the world had forgotten.

The village which was in an obscure part of the country was seldom visited by anyone outside. This was because the great house in the centre of it, which had been there for ten or more generations, had stood empty and neglected for ten years, since the death of the Earl, Lord Lansdale.

Rena vaguely remembered him, an old man who took no interest in the people who lived in the cottages which belonged to him. He employed very few servants in the house and regrettably few outside, so the villagers knew that they could not look to him for employment.

He had no money. The house, known as The Grange, that he had inherited on the death of the previous Earl, had merely given him a place to lay his head. It did not provide the money to keep it going.

“Nor can he sell the house or any of the lands,” Papa had confided to her, “because they are entailed. They must be passed intact to the next heir.”

“But suppose there is no next heir, Papa?”

“Then it’s a bad business, and everything falls to rack and ruin.”

Sometimes he had visited The Grange, taking Rena with him. The old Earl had liked the child, and once shown her the tower which perched incongruously high up over the centre of the building.

That visit had thrilled her, but the Earl had grown giddy and had to be rescued, and she was never allowed up there again. Nor was she invited to visit the house again, which made her sad, because it was a beautiful place, and she loved it despite its dilapidation.

Her last ever visit had been made ten years earlier, when she was twelve. The old Earl had died in the night, and his funeral was held in The Grange’s private chapel. Like all the other villagers, she had attended. And, like them, she had hoped that soon a new Earl would arrive, put the place in order and bring prosperity back to the neighbourhood.

But it didn’t happen. The Grange, the estate, the fields, all fell into a further state of decay. And the people’s despair grew deeper.

The only excitement just now was the rumour that somebody had come, or was coming, to open up The Grange. Bearing in mind what Papa had said about entails, Rena wondered if this meant a new Earl.

For a day or two the village buzzed. But then nothing happened, and the buzzing died down.

One day Rena went to her father’s study, where he had written his sermons and where she could still feel his presence. As though he were still there, she found herself saying,

“What can I do, Papa? Where can I go, and who can I ask for help?”

She sighed and waited, as if she would hear her father speak and tell her what to do. Then almost as if the words had been said aloud, she found herself thinking of the cross which had been found in the wood, behind The Grange.

She had been about twelve when it had been discovered by some men working amongst the trees. Her father had been asked to inspect it, and had found something that might at one time had been a large, rather roughly made cross but which was now left with only its centre trunk.

He thought the top had somehow got broken. As it was near the stream it had perhaps been washed away. The large piece of wood was thick with mud, but when they washed it clean, they found engraved on it were some words that nobody could make out.

Her father had cleaned the wood until the words could be seen more clearly. He’d given orders for the cross to be driven back into the ground, high above the stream so that the water would not touch it again.

But they were unable to find the missing cross piece, which had made it look a little strange as it stood surrounded by the trees.

“How can you be certain it is a cross?” she remembered her mother asking, as they walked through the wood.

“You’ll be as certain as I am when you see it now,” the Reverend Colwell had told her. “It’s been cleaned and we can read what is engraved on it.”

It was spring and the trees were coming into blossom. Rena, holding her father’s hand, had been thrilled to walk through the woods which belonged to The Grange, and had thought what a wonderful place to play hide-and-seek.

At last they saw the tall, impressive piece of wood, that her father was so convinced was a cross. When she drew nearer, she saw the writing on it, and her father had translated:

“YE WHO ASK FOR HELP WILL FIND IT WHEN YE PRAY TO ME.”

“That’s what convinced me,” her father said when he read it aloud, “that it was originally a cross. I think perhaps it was placed here hundreds of years ago, when the house was being built or perhaps even before that.”

“It’s certainly very interesting,” her mother had said. “I only hope the people who prayed there got what they wanted.”

“If it has lasted so long, I’m sure they did,” her father replied.

He had given his orders that the cross should stay here, and it was still in place ten years later. Now it was the only thing left to which Rena could take her troubles, hoping that if she prayed hard enough some help might come to her.

Perhaps, she thought, it might even be her father telling her to go there.

“It’s really a very simple problem,” she told herself. “How to stop myself starving to death. What could be simpler than that?”

She often talked to herself in that ironic way, presenting her difficulties with a slightly wry twist. Her father was sometimes a little shocked by what he perceived as her levity. But Rena had found a sense of humour a great help in confronting the world.

She set out now to find the cross. It was spring again, a beautiful warm spring. She didn’t wear her best coat, but slipped on the jacket she used in the garden.

She walked through the village until she saw the gates of The Grange, which, unusually, were standing open. So perhaps the new Earl has really arrived, she thought hopefully.

How neglected it was, she thought. It was quite obvious that no one had worked on the drive. When she moved into the fields on one side of it, they, too, had been neglected. It was depressing. But the birds were singing, the sun was shining, and sometimes she saw a rabbit or a squirrel moving through the grass ahead of her.

Just before her were the woods, with the trees in bud. And there was the stream, and beside it what she always thought of as her father’s cross, looking incredibly lovely because the kingcups had come into flower at the foot of it. Golden in the sunshine flickering through the trees, they made the cross itself seem to stand out firmly because the wood was dark.

She read again the words carved on the cross which she could see quite clearly, and instinctively she began to pray. As she did so, she looked down at the kingcups, and one side of them she saw a thistle. It was green and ugly and was spoiling one side of the cross.

It seemed dark and mysterious. Then she remembered that she had a pair of gloves in the pocket of her jacket. They were thick and lined with leather.

When she put them on, she attacked the thistle, finding that she had to pull it with both hands as hard as she could before it finally came out.

And then, she saw to her astonishment that attached to the roots were several coins. She picked them up and started to rub away the mud.

Then stared, thinking she must be dreaming.

They were gold.

And there were more of them in the hole she had made in pulling out the thistle. They were ancient, maybe two hundred years old.

And solid gold.

For a moment she was dazzled. Then she took a deep breath and reminded herself sternly that these coins belonged to the owner of The Grange – whoever he was.

She remembered the open gates, the rumour that The Grange had been re-opened. Now was the moment to find out.

She removed two more of the coins under the thistle, then she put the thistle back where she had found it, pressing it into the earth, so that no passing stranger could make this discovery.

First she took the coins from it before pressing it back into the ground.

Then she stood for a moment looking up at the top of the cross.

“Perhaps you have answered my prayer,” she said.

Then she almost laughed at herself for being so optimistic.

“If the owner is a generous man he’ll give me at least, one of the coins I found for him. Couldn’t I just take one – to help me find some work?”

But it was impossible. She was too much her father’s daughter to take anything secretly. Every coin must be handed over to its rightful owner.

At once.

Walking out of the woods she began to move through the field, then into the garden towards the great house.

*

It was a long time since Rena had been to The Grange, and she had forgotten how attractive it was.

It was about four hundred years old, a long, grey stone building, stretching to two wings, and with a tower in the centre.

The tower was an oddity. It had been added about a century after the house was first built, and was topped by small mediaeval style turrets, which clashed with almost everything else about the building. But to the people of the village it was a treasured landmark, and they would not hear a word against it.

The house even maintained its beauty despite its poor condition. Many of the diamond-paned windows were broken and the rest badly needed cleaning.

There had been no gardeners here for a long time, but the flower-beds were brilliant with colour. Even the many weeds somehow seemed part of the picture rather than to spoil it.

On a day like this it was hard to remember the rumours that The Grange was haunted. There were old people in the village who said they had seen and heard strange noises when they visited it.

A surprise awaited her when she reached the front door. It was open. Perhaps there was a new owner, and servants had arrived.

“Or maybe,” she thought wryly, “it’s the famous ghost.”

Hearing no sound, she walked into the hall. Like the rest of the house it was in a very bad way, with dust up the stairs that was so obvious that she looked away from it immediately. The passage which she reached at the end of the hall was not much better. The carpets were grey with dirt and so was the furniture.

“Ugh!” she thought.

There was only silence around her.

Then she thought she heard a slight sound on her left, which was the way to the dining-room and beyond that the kitchen. For a moment she hesitated. Propriety dictated that she return to the front door and ring the bell.

But curiosity urged her forward, along the passage. Curiosity won.

As she moved quietly through the dining room she couldn’t help noticing that the table wanted polishing and the top of the fireplace was thick with dust. Probably the glass vases on the sideboard were half full of dust she decided. Really this place needed the touch of a good housekeeper.

Then she heard a sound behind the door that led to the kitchen and the pantry. Now she knew there must be someone in the kitchen.

Quietly she opened the door and crept along the passage which led to the pantry, then to the kitchen, from where the noise seemed to come. The door was ajar and she pushed it open. To her surprise she saw a man struggling to light a fire, and obviously not succeeding.

She could see only his back, but the very shape of it was redolent of exasperation and frustration. He’d stripped off his jacket, revealing a tall, well-made frame in breeches, shirt and waistcoat. She contemplated him.

Then something seemed to make him aware of her presence and he spoke sharply, without turning round.

“Perhaps you can make this damned fire burn! I want some breakfast and the coal and wood are conspiring to prevent me from having it.”

There was so much resentment in his voice that Rena could not help laughing.

“Let me do it,” she said. “These old fires are very troublesome at times.”

The sound of her voice made the man turn round. He was young and unexpectedly good-looking, although his face was partly hidden by a smudge of coal. For a moment they both looked at each other with interest and pleasure.

Then he rose and said, “I do apologise. I don’t know who you are, but if you could make this fire burn I could have something to eat. I’m ravenous. I’ve eaten all the food I brought with me last night, and this kitchen has defeated me. In fact the whole house defeats me. Wretched place!”

She couldn’t help laughing again, and assumed a shocked tone. “Do you know, sir, that this house has been called one of the most beautiful houses in the whole of England.”

“I could think of several things to call it, but that wouldn’t be among them.”

“Don’t let the new owner hear you say that!”

“It’s all right. I am the new owner.”

“Oh heavens!” she cried. “And I thought you were a ghost!”

He grinned. “A pretty solid sort of ghost. A pretty filthy one, too. Perhaps we should introduce ourselves. My name is John and I’m the Earl.”

“The Earl? You mean – Lord Lansdale?”

“Yes. I don’t look much like an Earl do I? More like a pot boy, I suppose.”

“My name is Rena Colwell. My father was the vicar here until his death. He brought me to this house several times when the old Earl was still alive. It’s such a beautiful place, and I’ve always loved it. Is something wrong?”

For his face had fallen.

“Only that if you’re the vicar’s daughter it wouldn’t be quite proper for me to let you light the fire.”

“Oh never mind what’s proper,” she said at once. “Let’s just do what we want.” Then her hands flew to her mouth. “No – at least – what I meant was – ”

“Don’t,” he begged. “Don’t change it. I preferred the first version.”

“Well, so did I,” she admitted, “but it was the sort of thing Papa used to reprove me for saying. Now, let me do your fire. I shall need some paper – there should be some in one of the drawers of the table. Then I must have some small pieces of wood and matches with which to light the fire.”

“I suppose it is what I should have known,” the man answered ruefully. “But quite frankly I’m not used to making my own fire or cooking my own breakfast.”

“I promise that you won’t be hungry for very much longer.”

She had to chase some beetles out of the range before she could do anything else. But at last she got the fire burning and the water in the saucepan was hot enough to cook some eggs. The Earl had some provisions, coffee, a little milk, half a loaf of bread and a large pat of butter.

“I have an uneasy feeling that politeness dictates that I should ask you to share my breakfast,” he said. “But – forgive me, I’m too hungry to be polite.”

“I’m not hungry. I ate my breakfast before I left home.”

This was not quite true, because she had merely picked up some pieces of ham left over from her supper the night before. She was making her few remaining scraps of food last.

“I don’t think you can be real,” he said. “You’re a fairy creature who came by magic to save me from starving to death. What is it? What did I say?” He’d seen a sudden change in her face.

“Nothing,” she said hastily. His innocent remark had reminded her of the reality of her situation. “I just – thought of something. Go on with what you are saying.”

He raised his coffee cup to her in salute. “To the fairy who saved me. I’m very lucky to have found you.”

Rena smiled. “I thought actually I had found you. Whenever I’ve been here before the house has been completely empty, unless someone was thinking of becoming a tenant. Mind you, they always changed their mind as soon as they saw how much had to be done.”

“And now you expect me to do it,” the man remarked wryly. “But this place is too big and too expensive for me even to contemplate living in.”

Rena sighed.

“Oh, must you say that? I have often thought it would be very exciting if the house came alive again and was not left as it is now gradually to crumble until there is nothing left of it, or its beautiful gardens.”

“That’s a beautiful hope,” he said, “But there is one grave difficulty.”

“What is that?”

“I can say it in one word. Money! Money to make the house habitable. Money to employ gardeners, farmers, money for horses to fill the stables.”

“That would be wonderful!” she exclaimed. “I’ve always wanted to ride over your land, but as my father had a very small stipend, we could never afford a horse, much as we longed to have one.”

“Yes, of course, you said your father was the parson.”

“He was parson to the village and of course, this house, for over twenty years. Now when the bishop finds the right man another parson will prevail here and I will have to leave.”

There was a note of pain in her voice which the young man heard.

After a moment he said: “If I can afford it, I would do all those things. I would ask you to help me make this house as beautiful as it used to be, when it was first built.”

“Oh, how I would love that,” Rena answered. “But you speak as if it’s impossible!”

“It is. I’ve been abroad because I was serving in Her Majesty’s Navy. When my ship returned to England I learnt, to my astonishment, that they had discovered, after hunting high and low, that I was the only living relative of the last Earl who reigned here. I’m not sure how long ago that was.”

“He died ten years ago,” Rena said. “I know the search for his relatives has continued ever since, but people had given up hope.”

He sighed.

“At first it seemed part of a fairy story,” he explained. “Then I realised that what I had inherited was the title itself, and this house and estate. But as for money – not even a pittance.”

“You mean you have no money even though you are an Earl?” Rena asked. This was an entirely new idea to her.

“Not a penny. When I was told that this house came with the title, which had not been used for so long, I was, at first, thrilled at the thought of owning land and of course having a home of my own.”

He gave a rueful smile. “I didn’t think it was possible to be a poor Earl either. I know better now,” he added with a touch of bitterness.

“Surely you can sell some of the land, if nothing else,” Rena suggested.

“In this condition?”

“Can’t you put it to rights?”

“It would take thousands of pounds, and I have nothing, except what I saved out of my salary as a sailor which needless to say, was very little.

“Besides, it’s entailed. It has to go to the next Earl, who might be my son, but probably won’t be, since I can’t afford to marry. In fact, I can’t afford to do anything. I haven’t a penny to my name.”

“But you have,” breathed Rena in sudden excitement. “That’s what I came here to tell you!”

CHAPTER TWO

The Earl stared at Rena as though she had taken leave of her senses.

“What did you say?”

“You do have some money,” she said excitedly. “That’s why I’m here.” As he continued to regard her with bewilderment she asked. “Didn’t you wonder what I’m doing here?”

“Well – ”

“Do strange women pop up in your kitchen every day, cooking you breakfast with no questions asked?”

“I’ve never had a kitchen of my own before now,” he observed mildly, “so I’m a little vague about the normal procedure. But now you mention it, I suppose it is a little strange.”

“A little strange?” she squealed, indignant at his annoying composure.

“One of the advantages of being a sailor is that you become ready for the unexpected, what ever it may be. Hurricanes, mermaids, beautiful young women springing up through trapdoors – Her Majesty’s Navy is ready for anything.”

“I wish you would be serious,” she said severely.

“You’re right,” he said, nodding. “There are no trapdoors here, and you could hardly have come up through the flagstones could you?”

“You – ” her lips were twitching, and she hardly knew what to say.

“Yes?” He was suspiciously innocent.

“Nothing. When you can be serious I’ll tell you what I have to say?”

“I am immediately serious,” he declared, although the gleam in his eyes belied it. “Please tell me how you came to be in my house? Did you break in? Should I send for the law? No, no, I’m sorry – ” for she had risen in exasperation.

“Please sit down. I promise to behave like a sensible man.”

“You shouldn’t promise the impossible.”

“Oh dear! Dashed! I’m afraid you understand me all too well, Miss Colwell.”

She pressed her lips together.

“Please tell me what you wish to say,” he said meekly.

“I came because I’d heard somebody was here,” Rena said, “to tell you that I found something on your estate which it’s only right for me to give to you.”

She took out the three coins she had taken from under the thistle, and put them down on the table. The sunshine coming through the window seemed to make them sparkle.

The Earl looked at her in astonishment. Then he lifted the coins and turned them between his fingers.

“These are ancient,” he said. “Several hundred years probably. Where did you find them?”

“Underneath a thistle in your grounds. And I brought them to their owner, which is apparently you.”

He looked at her curiously. “Did you not think of keeping them for yourself?”

“I told you, my father was the parson here. One thing he never expected me to do was take possession of anything which did not belong to me!”

“My apologies. It’s very kind of you to bring me these coins. I’m sure they’re valuable. But you know, they won’t go very far. What we really need is a few thousand of them!”

“They may be there for all I know,” Rena told him. “That’s why I came at once to tell you. You should search as soon as possible, in case anyone does what I tried to do.”

“What you tried to do?”

“I was visiting the cross.”

“What cross?”

“It stands on your land. It was found years ago. They cleaned it up and Papa deciphered the words carved on it. They are an invitation to prayer, so people sometimes go there instead of the church. I found a thistle growing at the foot, spoiling the beauty of the kingcups, so I pulled it out. These were underneath.”

“Just these? No more?”

“I don’t know, I didn’t look further. But there might be, and that would solve all your problems.”

He was silently staring down at the three gold coins.

“Will you take me to where you found these? I can hardly wait to know what’s really there.”

“I don’t think you should hope for too much,” she said gently. “I have a feeling that the coins were placed there in gratitude by someone whose prayers had been answered.”

“Is that why you were there?”

Rena shook her head. “No, I went there to ask for something. Like you I am penniless because my father is dead and I have to find some way of making money,” she explained.

He stared. “You’re as poor as that? And you weren’t even tempted to keep them?”

“Oh yes,” she said quietly. “I was tempted.” She rose, to silence further discussion of this fact. “Shall we go now?”

He was about to make a light hearted comment, but something about her pale face silenced him.

“If you will be kind enough to show me the way,” he said, “I would be grateful.”

They left the house and climbed down to the woods and the stream, across a rough wooden bridge, grown somewhat precarious with age.

“Why is the cross on my land rather than in the cemetery?” the Earl enquired.

“Because this is where it was found, and Papa thought it should stay there. Look, there it is.”

Just ahead of them stood the cross looking strong, dark and impressive amongst the trees.

She walked quickly ahead, and when she reached the cross she knelt down and said a private prayer thanking God for letting her find the money, with all the good it might do for the man who owned it, for the villagers, and perhaps to her too, although she could not, for the moment, see how.

The Earl stood still, watching her in silent respect, wondering what was happening to him and to his whole world.

Only when she had finished praying did the Earl move forward. She lifted the thistle, which he took from her and flung away. Then he bent down and started to pull up the ground round the cross. It crossed Rena’s mind that perhaps he would find nothing. As the Earl pushed his hand lower and lower, she closed her eyes and held her breath.

Then she heard him make a sudden sound which was almost a yell of delight.

She opened her eyes. He was looking towards her, his hand outstretched. In it she saw a large lump of soil. Something in it was shining in the sunshine coming through the trees above them.

More coins. For a moment she thought she was dreaming.

“Your prayers have been answered,” he said jubilantly. “And there are probably more if we dig deeper.”

“It is true, it is really true!” Rena said almost beneath her breath.

The Earl lowered his voice. “Let’s get back to the house. No one must know what we’ve found or that we’ve been here. The rest need to be brought up by experts who know how to treat them so that they won’t be damaged.”

As he spoke he put the soil he was holding into the pocket of his coat. Then, putting his arm round Rena, he took her back the way they had come. Only when they reached the house and went in through the front door, did the Earl speak.

“You’ve saved me,” he said. “At least for the moment, you’ve saved me from feeling nothing but despair for this house and all it contains.” Then he shook his head like a man in a dream. “I don’t know how to thank you.”

“It’s Papa you should thank,” Rena said. “Do you really think there will be enough money for you to restore The Grange?”

“I cannot believe our luck is as good as that,” the Earl answered. “But even a little money is a tremendous help. It gives me a chance to think. But this must remain our secret.”

“Of course,” Rena promised. “Once word gets out and you’ll have the whole village digging up your land.”

“And the only person I want to share it with is you.”

Smiling, she shook her head. “It belongs to you.”

“Miss Colwell, please tell me something. When you first went to that place this morning, what were you praying for?”

“For a job,” she said simply. “I’ve ‘eaten the bread of idleness for the past two months,’ and frankly it’s beginning to taste rancid.”

“Then let me offer you a job, as my housekeeper.”

She stopped and stared at him. “You mean that?”

“It’s not much of a job. You’ve seen the place as it is. It would take a brave spirit even to contemplate taking it on? And indeed you are a brave spirit.”

“Am I?”

“Everything you’ve done today – I’m filled with admiration. You could take that huge task on, and defeat it. Oh, wait!”

“What is it?” she asked anxiously, seeing her lovely new job vanishing before her eyes.

“Perhaps your family wouldn’t care for you to take such a post. They might think it beneath you.”

“Mama’s family probably would. They were Sunninghills, and very proud of it.”

“You’re a Sunninghill? There’s an Admiral Sunninghill.”

“My third cousin. Or fourth. Or fifth maybe.”

“He might object.”

She stopped and faced him. “My lord, are you still in the Navy?”

“No.”

“Then Admiral Sunninghill’s disapprobation is neither here nor there.”

With a slight dismissive gesture, Rena disposed of Admiral Sunninghill and all his works.

“But you?”

“They ignored Mama after her marriage. I doubt he knows of my existence.”

“I won’t tell him if you don’t.”

They shook hands solemnly.

“And your family at home in the vicarage? How will they feel?”

“I have no family.”

“Nobody? No brothers, sisters, mother?”

“No brothers or sisters and my mother died last year.”

“You’re completely alone?”

She nodded. Suddenly she couldn’t speak for the tightness in her throat.

“So,” he said, “that settles it. Now you’re my housekeeper.”

“Then my first job should be to ensure that you are well fed,” she said, forcing herself to speak brightly. “I think we’ve already used up whatever was in the house. If you will give me some money, I will go to the shops and buy provisions, although they won’t be very grand.”

“I’ll be thankful for anything,” the Earl answered. He put his hand into his pocket and brought out a sovereign.

“Will this be enough?”

“Oh, more than enough,” Rena said.

The Earl laughed ruefully. “I hope you won’t find my stomach is bigger than my pocket, which happens to most people after they leave the Navy.”

“I am sure you were well fed in those days,” Rena said. “I dare say ships are run very effectively.”

“That’s true. Everywhere you looked my ship was clean and bright which is something I cannot say about my house!”

“Leave the house to me. Later, when I’ve seen you fed, I can bring you some vegetables from my own garden. And then there’s Clara.”

“Clara? I thought you said you lived alone.”

“Clara is a chicken. She lays eggs.”

“An invaluable addition to our community,” he agreed.

Rena collected a shopping basket from the kitchen and hurried out to the village grocery. Luckily Ned, the owner, had been to the town the previous day, and was well stocked.

She went through the shop like a whirlwind, buying in flour, milk, tea, coffee, meat, butter, sugar, paraffin for lamps. It wasn’t going to leave much of the sovereign, but she had a hungry man to feed.

“Are you buying for an army Miss Colwell?” Ned asked in admiration.

“No, for the new owner of The Grange.”

He stared. “I did hear someone had arrived but – owner? Are you sure?”

“He’s the Earl of Lansdale.”

“But the family died out.”

“Apparently not. It took time to trace him, and he was in the Royal Navy, which is why it took so long to get hold of him.”

“That’s good news,” Ned answered. “And, of course, if he’s opening The Grange, he’ll have to repair it and that’ll be a blessing to us all. There are too many workmen with no work now.” He added slyly, “Best not tell him about the ghost, then.”

“I wasn’t going to mention the ghost,” Rena declared primly, for the simple reason that there’s no such thing.”

“No ghosts?” Ned demanded indignantly, as if she’d deprived him of a treat. “Course there are ghosts. What’s a house like that without a ghost?”

“I suppose there’ll be a headless horseman galloping through the kitchen while I’m making pies?” she demanded. “Really Ned!”

“Why are you making pies?”

“Because I’m going to be the housekeeper there.”

“Parson’s daughter? Housekeeper?”

“Even parsons’ daughters have to work to live.”

“Well, you’ll be in the right place to keep him in order. You can make sure he knows what we all need.”

There it was, the burden that was to be laid on the new Earl, the yearning expectations of ‘his’ people, who looked to him for succour and sustenance.

But as she left the shop she was too cheerful to heed its warning.

Since it was early in the year the light was already beginning to fade as she returned to The Grange. So she hastily filled an oil lamp with paraffin and ventured upstairs to the master bedroom.